first of all i would like to say sorry, to my friends who reads to my friends who write.
i've been tired, sick and annoyed with life. which made me feel so lame and lonely.
not being emo, okay? i'm just expressing out this feeling i have. ready to read? so here i go.
i never thought that i would think these slightest little meaningless things.
it's annoying me on how people get what they want, and i don't.
people experience love from the people they love unlike me, i loves him yet, he loves a girl from afar.
i never thought i would feel this way about the three syllable dude. but now i recovered. yet, i am still blank, i dont know how i feel. celebrated by birthday with bunch of friends. bought alot of stuffs yet, it still didn't made me as much as you call happy. all i want is now to have a boyfriend who loves me for who i am. yeah, peopl say we are young, but adults doesn't know how it feels, how it makes a young teenager feel so happy. i know it's stupid but know i like this dude, he's short not my type, yet he cathces my attention. he makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside and makes me smile all the time. that i guess is the only happy thing that happened to me these past three weeks. another thing that made me laugh is that my sir made me team up with the wrong guy in class. i rather pick the shawty than three syllabled dude but then again it is my fault, i didnt blog for qite sometime TT
another thing that made me sad i one of my friends who's acting so weird. comming from her is really not humane. i dont really know what happened to her. shes being a flirt to all of my guy friend and whenever i like this person she ughhhhhh... i got so pissed whenever she is like that. but what the heck she is my friend but im starting to hate her so much she thinks shes so cute! fkcu what a pokerface. shes everything i hate now.. you are not cute, guys wont like you, you look so dumb! tsk...
anyways, i think this is long enough. see ya soon
- love endemic -
i've been tired, sick and annoyed with life. which made me feel so lame and lonely.
not being emo, okay? i'm just expressing out this feeling i have. ready to read? so here i go.
i never thought that i would think these slightest little meaningless things.
it's annoying me on how people get what they want, and i don't.
people experience love from the people they love unlike me, i loves him yet, he loves a girl from afar.
i never thought i would feel this way about the three syllable dude. but now i recovered. yet, i am still blank, i dont know how i feel. celebrated by birthday with bunch of friends. bought alot of stuffs yet, it still didn't made me as much as you call happy. all i want is now to have a boyfriend who loves me for who i am. yeah, peopl say we are young, but adults doesn't know how it feels, how it makes a young teenager feel so happy. i know it's stupid but know i like this dude, he's short not my type, yet he cathces my attention. he makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside and makes me smile all the time. that i guess is the only happy thing that happened to me these past three weeks. another thing that made me laugh is that my sir made me team up with the wrong guy in class. i rather pick the shawty than three syllabled dude but then again it is my fault, i didnt blog for qite sometime TT
another thing that made me sad i one of my friends who's acting so weird. comming from her is really not humane. i dont really know what happened to her. shes being a flirt to all of my guy friend and whenever i like this person she ughhhhhh... i got so pissed whenever she is like that. but what the heck she is my friend but im starting to hate her so much she thinks shes so cute! fkcu what a pokerface. shes everything i hate now.. you are not cute, guys wont like you, you look so dumb! tsk...
anyways, i think this is long enough. see ya soon
- love endemic -
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