So, welcome me back. Finally free from the bonds that is school. Especially THAT school. God, I hate that school. It should burn down and get peed on by dogs and crapped on by cats. I HATE THAT SCHOOL SO MUCH...

..........

Ahem, excuse my language. Aha! It's kinda good to be back to this blog. I've recently made a tumblr account, and I gotta say, it's way too slow and complicated than this. But I still need that blog too, so yeah.

And, I've pretty much got nothing to do. Just watched the video for Alejandro. I understand that it's for the love of her homosexual friends, but for the love of Arceus, it's so graphic. That's why I hate that song. I'm naturally homophobic, so it doesn't surprise me why I hate it. So, yeah. I guess that's it.

Now I'm free from the chains of rust,
Run away, I will, leave behind my dust.
Freedom at it's finest, I taste it so good,
Now return to gaming, my benevolent brotherhood.

Hahaha!

~ Valiance Nocternus ~

Life. is. fucked.

wala na kong ginawang tama. :(

Time

As time pass by, we gain and loose friends. I now realize how important they were and still are. I will miss them, and treasure them from the bottom of my heart. Saying goodbye to people you love isn't that bad. It's simply opening up a new door. But honestly speaking... I didn't want you to leave but if it wans't for that place we wouldn't know each other. So now, I'm saying not goodbye but "until we meet again"

Election Campaign Fever

Character assassination, mudslinging and accusations the name of the f@#%ing game!!!

Haircut

i realized things, that didn't mater to anyone in specific.

a haircut

nothing in specific, but meaningful to people.

a haircut defines a person. tells you what mood you're in and also defines your personality
nobody knows that having a haircut is not just getting one.. sometimes, you feel all loved you want one. you feel depressed you die for a new look just to feel better... i've noticed. people change when they have haircuts.

As of the moment, I am watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Unconditional love, alright.

Then, I saw this in yahoo and I thought of sharing it here:
http://green.yahoo.com/blog/guest_bloggers/26/the-world-s-only-immortal-animal.html

This is the only IMMORTAL animal in the world.

Time is such a funny thing.

Stargirl

Yup, I'm going to talk about a book again.

This is a pretty old book. I last read it 2007 or 2008, and rereading it this weekend. It was published on 2000. This was written by Mr. Jerry Spinelli (I love saying his name). I thought that it was his pen name! But I checked wiki, and it wasn't. He is currently 69 and he lives in the US of A. He also wrote Maniac Magee.

The title of the story is Stargirl as the drawing on the cover suggest. The cover of the book is simple and clever, which, in my opinion, is so much better than overdone.

The story is from the perspective of a sixteen year-old boy named Leo, who "falls in love" with this eccentric girl. Her name is, guess what, Stargirl. But that's not her real name. That is just what she calls herself. Everyone in her new school thought she was strange and weird, but she didn't care. She still did whatever she wanted to do, which was, I guess, trying to make people happy.

The story deals with peer pressure and the troubles of being a teenager and dealing with friends and popularity. It also deals with nonconformism or in simple words, the refusal to follow what is popular or what most people do.

There is a a second book entitled Love, Stargirl. This one is told in the eyes of Stargirl herself.

This story, honestly, made me cry at the ending. It is just so easy to get lost in the story, especially when the characters' age are near mine. The person who inspired me to write this was my English teacher, who asked us about our most memorable character encountered in a story. I answered Stargirl because she was the one who made a huge mark on my brain.

I guess my teacher was right. People like something because they can identify themselves with that something. My teacher made me realize that somehow, I wanted to be like Stargirl. To be the reason why people smile; To hear bad things said behind my back and right in front of my face and still not get affected; To get hurt or disappointed and still find a reason to smile.

I've been caught up lately..

Nothings happening much... It's been chill.. Hanging with the friends.. boyfriend.. family... well.. just wanted to post something. :)
BEEN watching KYLE XY so... soo... interesting :) ahihihi :">

image by: chebi
link: http://chebi.deviantart.com/art/telephone-157271614

to: slifer
just wanted to share this with you. is lady gaga really that thin now? :O

will post again here soon. just passing by,
I miss this place so much, so much things going on eh :\

This

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQ95z6ywcBY&feature=topvideos

View this video and see what I'm talking about.

There you have it. Telephone. The second single off of The Fame Monster.
Lady Gaga feat. Beyonce.

And I swear, this video is the most amazing thing I've seen this year! I mean, seriously amazing! Some points that make it awesome, okay?

* Lady Gaga finally clears off the rumors that she has a penis, by flashing in all her glory during the prison scene. Oh my lord, I can finally sleep better now :D
* Natali Germanotta. 'Nuff said.
* Poison TV was hilarious, and she looked so hot making the poison.
* Both Gaga and Beyonce saying motherfucker.
* "After you kill the cow, you gotta make a burger."
* The last "eh eh eh" parts featuring Beyonce doing silly repeated scenes. Oh joy :D
* THE PUSSY WAGON.
* Lady Gaga's butt.
* Disturbing: Muscly women. Oh good lord.
* A short sample of Paper Gangsta, one of her songs from The Fame.
* Lady Gaga looking like Madonna. LOL.
* DIET COKE HAIR-ROLLERS.
* Tyrese slapping a girl's butt.
* Tyrese pushing a fat diner.
* "Ein, zwei and drei = 1, 2, 3.
* Dancing while the diners are lying dead.
* "I knew you' take all my honey, you selfish motherfucker".
* The officer logging on to PlentyOfFish, a well-known social-networking site in the UK.
* "You've been a bad girl. A very, very, bad, bad girl, Gaga!" - Beyonce
* The Thelma and Louise hand shake.
* The "To be continued..." at the end of the video.

OH SWEET JUPPIES IT'S GONNA CONTINUE?! :D
Basically, everything I listed down were the best things the video. And basically, all these make up the video itself! I mean, this video is what Gaga called a "masterpiece", and she did not disappoint, truly! I feel proud for being a good fan of Lady Gaga.

BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I GO ALL OUT AND GO LADY GAGA THIS AND LADY GAGA THAT ON THE STREET. SWEET JESUS WHO DOES THAT.

In other news, Pokemon HeartGold and SoulSilver in ENGLISH. Hurray! Now off to find an anti-piracy, no-crash, black screen fix patch. ~~~~

~ Valiance Nocternus ~

Shotgun Wedding. Literally

Inside my head I hear her whisper,
My heart breaks knowing I still miss her.
And even deeper down the vastness of my mind,
I feel as though I left a part of you, in there, behind.

I searched further down my framework, back to a time,
Where I remember crying when I heard the parish bells chime.
I remember at the altar I waited for you (waited for you),
I tried to solve this but I haven't a clue (haven't a clue),
What happened to you, my love, where are you (where are you)...

Then a butterfly gently fluttered through the halo-strewn windows,
Everything went silent except for the river beside full of minnows.
The little darling landed on the corsage on my suit,
Then a scream from afar said "don't shoot!"

All I remember was a figure in black running away from the scene,
Then a woman wearing white, covered in blood, with a teary sheen.
I recognize her but the resemblance was too dreary,
I wish I locked it back away in my head; I'm teary.

Nothing compares to the cry of help...

i cry out to my bestfriends, my boyfriend....
i cry out to you...

my friends over the net.. ilove thee..
sharing my thoughts and feelings to you....
is always pretty calming.......

i, right now am full of guilt...
causing my parents to worry...
my boyfriend upset..

i admit, i was stupid...
i admit i was crazy...
not following rules and not minding them...

im a simple teenager...
it's was we do..
break rules..
and do mistakes...

why don't people understand...
that sometimes we do these stuff because they hover...
they eat our space..

well i dont make sense...
or maybe i do.. i dont know..

all i know is that i cry help from you...

Me eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh eh

What has happened to this blog? It's so sad :((

BTW, Telephone = early week of March :D

"Can call all you want but there's no one home, and you're not gonna reach my telephone. I'm out on the club and sippin' that bub and your not gonna reach my telephone."
~ Telephone - Lady Gaga ~ The Fame Monster ~

So I'm hyped out for the premiere of the Telephone music video, which is supposed to be a continuation of where Paparazzi left off. Watch out for it! Sometime in February :)

Visit The Brown Man

Hi guys!

Visit The Brown Man Diary and enjoy! It will help a lot if you follow that blog too!

Project Revisited

It's been awhile since I last posted here. Now it feels strange and it feels like I am new here. Somehow, somewhere, I lost my touch.

Good news though, I'll be here forever.

Evanescence

" And after all the drinks and bars that we've been through.
Would you give it all up? Could I give it all up for you?
And after all my girls and the boys that you've been through,
Would you give it all up, could you give it all up.
If I promised girl to you?"

~ Speechless ~
~ Stefani Germanotta ~

I'd rather just call Lady Gaga Stefani since LG sounds kinda bad for my hearing now, and how people tend to be so ignorant about everything. Sometimes you just wanna get a knife seeped with knowledge and stab it in someone's brain.

*****
According to the book, there's always an eternity,
One part was true: when you came and stayed with me.
An everlasting moment. I wished it would never end,
But there's always a distortion, and time starts to bend.

Unknown factors play a part in the drift,
It's like our love is torn by a spacial rift.
You promised you'd stay, just here, under,
But you stayed on top from this dreadful sunder.

Emotion builds up, turmoil starts to override,
My rationality and my gullibility violently collide.
My faith just starts to overwhelm my soul,
I'm falling into the darkness. I'm losing control.

I can hear faint whispers. Fainter every time,
I fall deeper down. No longer hearing a chime.
I try to speak. But apparently I've got a lisp,
I'm slowly vanishing into an evanescent wisp.

~ Valiance Nocternus ~

Raise a glass.

"I wanna take you away, let's escape into the music. DJ let it play. I just can't refuse it, keep on rockin' to it. Please don't stop the music" - Please Don't Stop The Music, Rihanna/Jamie Cullum.

Everyone, raise a glass, let them beautifully chime.
Have fun with the crowd, stress not, just dance with time.
Sway to the rhythm, be one with the harmony,
Let not a grump ruin it. Just excuse with sympathy.

Vision a world where the music takes over,
Where music is luckier than a four-leaf clover.
Where war does not exist and everyone is free,
People dancing, singing, just about everywhere, you see.

Down your sorrows with just a glass,
Not of gold, nor silver. Certainly not brass.
Imagine lying down, on soft, evergreen grass,
With ear-friendly music, either classical or jazz.

It's your night to have fun, so don't let it bother,
Just let out the stress, and wake up tomorrow sober.
Wondering what just happened, don't worry about it,
Whatever you did last night is our little secret. ;)

Even the bold sentences have a poem in it ;)

~ Valiance Nocternus ~

I Hate How..

omg..my first post. finally. :)

I hate how I have to put up with you each day,
I hate how you have me feeling this way.
I hate how you talk and I hate how you smile,
I hate how I think of you every once in a while.
I hate how you laugh and I hate how you frown,
I hate how I think of you whenever I’m down.
I hate how your eyes look under the light,
I hate how I dream about it every single night.
I hate how I know that that we’ll never be real,
I hate how that reason won’t stop how I feel.
I hate how you’ll probably never give a damn,
I hate how stupid I think I am.
I hate how I hate that you can’t even see,
I hate how you don’t know what you’re doing me.
I hate how you do all the things that you do,
I hate how you make it so hard to like you.
I hate how I have to try just not to,
I hate how you make that so impossible to do.
I hate how I’ve said all the things I’ve just said,
I hate how this list will probably never end..

Don't Stop Believing

The title, as you probably know, is now famous for its cover by the show "Glee". Some people might think it's "gay". But I'm not typing this to talk about that.

I was sitting in, this afternoon, in an art class. Its an after-school activity. I was sitting with a bunch of friends. A little boy was sitting beside me. He had the most innocent look on his face. I had been talking to him and he had a thousand stories.

Then, when we were given a task, he whispered to me, "I can't do this!". I replied, "Of course you can!". No one wants to stop a little kid from reaching their full potential. In fact, we all want to help them reach their full potential. So, I encouraged him! I told him if you believe you can do it, then you can do it. Finally, he said "I can do it!". I was so happy to hear that from him!

Later on, I was talking to a friend about the paintings that were posted in front of the room, where everyone can see it. It was painted by the teacher. Such a genius! My friend told me I can do that. I replied, "I can't! that's so hard!".

Then, out of nowhere the little boy poked me which caught my attention. I didn't know he can hear our conversation. The little boy said, "You told me you can do anything if you believe in yourself." I was so embarrassed. I apologized to the little boy. Instead of me teaching the little boy a lesson, it's him who taught me an important lesson. Hope you got it too!

share share lang! :D He gave me a "quartz" rock.

I guess I really should have kept it in my pants ;)

I don't mean harm or disrespect,
I'm like a frog, and you're gonna dissect.
But instead of organs, you're looking for secrets,
Looking for the one thing that fueled your hatred.

My heart is beating, pumping crimson-like blood.
That sheen in your eyes, it's a watery flood.
Crying, I see you.Whatever the reason for?
Are you gonna say something or walk out the door?

"Can we handle this any longer?", you ask tremulously,
"I'm not sure anymore..." I answer so very meekly.
Eerie silence starts, I sit here, and you're over there,
Both of us can't speak, and you're just playing with your hair.

You force yourself closer and grip your fist real tight,
I'm sitting there helpless. I wish I would just take flight.
Next thing I know, I'm seeing chirping birds and stars,
But truth be told, those are just bloody scars.

I drop dead again, too tired to even crawl,
I can't even speak, and I hear footsteps down the hall.
I don't recognize any of them. I'm not an expert, dude,
I'm just saying I fucked up, I'm not trying to be rude.

BusyBody :/

seems like i can't do much blogs anymore :/ i hate the schedules these days, it's been... stressful.
anyways,

JANUARY 13
Was a day when my mother invited my boyfriend over my place for some dinner :) i felt so happy when my mother asked him to come over. The reason was it was our (my boyfriend and I) 2nd monthsary. I don't know if people DO actually celebrate this but for me, this day was special. every 13th of a month is special. anyways... every time i hang out with with or go out for a date. there's this interference from something that causes everything to be late, which is so annoying. so that day was really awesome because my family got a chance to know him and ofcourse i spent a day with him. OH he bought me a gift which is a cute little pillow and! he gave me a shirt with his name on it. :) ahaha. so sweeet noh? :"> anyways. it was fun

JANUARY 15
CHESS! unexpectedly I was chosen to go against people from chess, which was weird. and i got so embarrassed with the beacon people. GAAH. I suck in chess. and it was Cramming for our group. :) and also serious talking with a friend. :) we had an awesome time and also. yeah. confidential :)


I just wanted to post something because its been awhile too. ampf right?

till here :)

"Luck, game and intuition, play the cards with spades to start,
And after she's been hooked I'll play the one that's on her heart."

~ Poker Face, Lady Gaga

~ Ace ~

On bed, right now. She wants my lovin', so intense,
I ain't responsible, that's either an excuse or offense.
Take caution and make me happy, from my head to my feet.
Go on girl, you want my loving. Now show me your teeth.

From night 'til the morn, in bed we lay,
Forever to please or ignore me away.
I don't what the deal is, it's not that hard,
I can't decipher her visage, all I see is a teary shard.

Then I told her we've no need to rush,
I told her we can go slow, and she starts to blush.
I'm not an ace in life, but I bet I am here,
So hey girl, how about we start. What do you say, my dear?

~ Valiance Nocternus ~

They were friends as friends should be.

Laughing at each others senseless and corny jokes.

Giving each other pieces of their minds.

Always there to back each other up.

A smile for a smile.

A hug for a hug.

After a day that was wisely spent together,

she had to say good night.

Without a thought, command or signals,

he hugged her tight.

they fit perfectly like

two tiny puzzle pieces,

placed at the right sides.

the warmth, the calmness, the safety.

she thought it would last forever.

but they both knew it never does.

its been forever since i wrote. my apologies :(

I didn't watch THAT concert last Saturday -.-

I'm really sorry for not posting as much as before. There's a really weird feeling that I suddenly have so much s**t to do than last year. I do not know why, seriously.

Well, for now, Imma post the Artist of the Month.

Shaffer Chimere Smith (born October 18, 1979), better known by his stage name Ne-Yo, is an American pop and R&B singer–songwriter, record producer, actor, and occasional rapper. Since his debut, Ne-Yo has had five top ten songs on the Billboard Hot 100 as a lead artist and two number-one albums on the Billboard 200. Ne-Yo has also amassed a catalog of chart-topping songs that he has written for other artists.

Ne-Yo broke into the recording industry as a songwriter, penning the hit "Let Me Love You" for singer Mario. The single's successful release in the United States prompted an informal meeting between Ne-Yo and Def Jam's label head, and signing a recording contract.

In 2006, he released his debut album, In My Own Words, which contained the US number one hit "So Sick". Then in 2007, he released his sophomore album, Because of You which contained the US top 3 hit, "Because of You". In 2008, he released his third album, Year of the Gentleman, which contained the top 10 hits "Closer" and "Miss Independent".

5. Miss Independent

It talks about a woman Ne-yo falls in love with who is independent on her own and doesn't need a man. But, judging by the video, you can see she needs a little help ;)

4. So Sick

There are really times when your are so sick of hearing love songs, am I right?

3. Closer

Getting closer to a woman. Any guy's dream. Including me. If you KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

2. Mad

I'd go mad as well if someone I knew was having a hard time in life or something.

1. Never Knew I Needed

Don't get fooled by the cover art. It's really a soundtrack for a The Princess and the Frog. And I must say, this song is awesome without the movie! It basically talks about someone you know that you never really knew you needed in life. Hey, all best friends out there, any shoutouts? :D

Anyway, this is my post for now. See you next time :D

~ Valiance Nocternus ~

Where Art Thou?

Fellow bloggers, well wishers, adventure seekers and inspired poets, where the hell have you all been?

Short Shorts

When I was in Morocco I would pass time by watching YouTube videos of Camera Cafe Philippines, Strangebrew and other movies on it.

Now that I'm back here in the Pinas, I would revisit these videos and still find myself laughing. Hay! So geek but so funny.

Check out the videos:





So what can you say? Geeky,cheeky or senseless.

BP Shoot Up

Last night I went to Burgrer Avenue at The Fort to take the "The Ridiculous Challenge"  with my friends. When we arrived, we all ready to take the pig out of a lifetime.

Ricky, Renan and Me tried but failed, but not badly.

I had all the burger stuffed in my tummy and my mouth when the bell rang but our mean crew monitor said I have to have everything swallowed.

Sad?

The sad part was my blood pressure shot up immediately. We had  fun but the crew wasn't game enough to declare us as winners. It was an experience to pig out with my friends at Burger Avenue but one of them said "In the other branch, you would have been declared as winners".

Oh well not our lucky day!
 

Nothing but the Brewed

I gave my first chess lesson this year yesterday and was given a cup of brewed coffee! You know what? It was the first brewed coffee I had in a loooooong while, say six months!

Nothing beats the real taste a brewed coffee gives! Excellent!

Help Design

I hate what I've done with our blog colors!

Help me change this!

Thanks!

Sky High Hoopsters

Well I saw this clip on The Evening News of TV 5 and I thought to share this to all of you:



What about our very own Philippine Basketball Association's version?

Year of the Tiger

Humans have the upper hand because of our thumb but we are ruled by animals...

The year 2010 is owned by the Tiger!

Good luck to all!

December 31, 2009 ♥♥

My last momentos with 2009 =)

Spent it my with now boyfriend Kenji Sy. I loved the last day of the year, knowing that he's only mine =) ilovehim =) ayiyiyi :)) anyways nothing much to say =) I'll be all MOOOOSSSHHYY if ever i talk about yesterday =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR ♥

Love Endemic♥