I have been killed and revived so many times...
A lot has happened, and some are still going on..
I could never get them..
THOSE...
people..
They're just to complex to understand.....
My heart, has been dying...
Hurt many times....
I might explode.....
once again and fade into the crowd.....
I never wanted this to happen....
losing people that I treasure...
Seeing them happy in another place is quite...
hurtful.
I always wanted them to stay..
I wanted them to be happy but I'm merely somebody, a nobody at that...
I miss their presence...
Their faces when they smile....
it hurts me to know.....
that now they hate us....
you ask who's us?......
I can't say....
they might search me up.....
and hold my rights against me....
all i could say, or rather write......
is that they are people.....
who don't have a heart......
I miss those people, who abandoned us...
well, truthfully they didn't.....
they didn't have any choice...
i miss the pool, the computer lab, the room....
where everything was okay....
I miss the laughter....
the beat of the drums...
the strums of the guitars....
i miss the tall one, the stout one and the averaged sized men...
they were our soul, our energy within.....
it's almost a year...
to when they had left....
us with the evil.....
people who don't care.....
all i could say is shit...
and let time do its job.....
but i'm alive barely breathing....
with people who don't give a fuck.
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